TO THE DIMWIT I HATE UNTIL NOW :]]
Sunday, April 26, 2009
I loved you dimwit but I hate you now.
I SO UTTERLY HATE YOU.
I wish I had not met you.
I wish I had ignored you.
I wish you were never born.
I wish I will never see your imprudent self anymore.
I solemnly wish you were gone.
I know it is very wrong in God's eyes to still have this intense odium lurking inside me, but I just cannot suppress it.
I hate you. It has been a year and 6 months, yet this feeling I feel for you never left me. It feels like a malady.
Do you even feel what I am feeling now? Do you?
Did it bother you when you left me for that wrist-slitting, suicidal, fat-lipped lass? It didn't, did it? You didn't feel anything you no-good-for-nothing bastard!!!!
You told me you were over her, but clearly you weren't.
If you love someone, you would have forgotten the past and move along with the present with a goal of having a future.
You made me believe. I swallowed every word you said. How injudicious of me!
You're a smooth talker, aren't you, you charming fibber? You charm women with your specious grin...
You beguile them with enthralling words...
But those were just filthy lies from your duplicitous mouth which shattered every piece of us!
Shame on you! Your mother would ought to be ashamed of you. She raised a devious son. Good Heavens! What a grave humiliation! Your mother would probably have disowned you now if she knows about this!
We, damsels, were fools and idiots to believe a man like you.
Were you born in a world full of deceit? Do you not recognize what truth is?
Tsk. Tsk.
Shame on you.
You know, I would have been proud to have you. You make my heart flutter.
But now is different.
You are a thorn among the roses.
You are the venom of my wine.
You are a vermin.
A lousy, deceptive, entrancing man.
Worthless human, you are.
I hate you.
I hope one day, karma will pay you everything you have done.
Today, might be the day that I am letting this wrath go.
I have forgiven you
:]
I go in peace. I mean no harm or danger. I seek no vengeance.
I know someday, I will have my turn.
My turn to be chased...
to be the reason for his misery and woe...
to be his weakness...
to be his strength...
to be loved unconditionally...
to be his obsession...
and to be his death.
You know, you are not just the man who have scarred me :]
Yeah. I know, I'm a fool but not anymore.
My mistakes made me see what lies ahead.
And what lies ahead should be aware of the stalwart coming...
Yeeaahh... Oh yeah. Brace yourselves... :]
*evil smirk*
I SO UTTERLY HATE YOU.
I wish I had not met you.
I wish I had ignored you.
I wish you were never born.
I wish I will never see your imprudent self anymore.
I solemnly wish you were gone.
I know it is very wrong in God's eyes to still have this intense odium lurking inside me, but I just cannot suppress it.
I hate you. It has been a year and 6 months, yet this feeling I feel for you never left me. It feels like a malady.
Do you even feel what I am feeling now? Do you?
Did it bother you when you left me for that wrist-slitting, suicidal, fat-lipped lass? It didn't, did it? You didn't feel anything you no-good-for-nothing bastard!!!!
You told me you were over her, but clearly you weren't.
If you love someone, you would have forgotten the past and move along with the present with a goal of having a future.
You made me believe. I swallowed every word you said. How injudicious of me!
You're a smooth talker, aren't you, you charming fibber? You charm women with your specious grin...
You beguile them with enthralling words...
But those were just filthy lies from your duplicitous mouth which shattered every piece of us!
Shame on you! Your mother would ought to be ashamed of you. She raised a devious son. Good Heavens! What a grave humiliation! Your mother would probably have disowned you now if she knows about this!
We, damsels, were fools and idiots to believe a man like you.
Were you born in a world full of deceit? Do you not recognize what truth is?
Tsk. Tsk.
Shame on you.
You know, I would have been proud to have you. You make my heart flutter.
But now is different.
You are a thorn among the roses.
You are the venom of my wine.
You are a vermin.
A lousy, deceptive, entrancing man.
Worthless human, you are.
I hate you.
I hope one day, karma will pay you everything you have done.
Today, might be the day that I am letting this wrath go.
I have forgiven you
:]
I go in peace. I mean no harm or danger. I seek no vengeance.
I know someday, I will have my turn.
My turn to be chased...
to be the reason for his misery and woe...
to be his weakness...
to be his strength...
to be loved unconditionally...
to be his obsession...
and to be his death.
You know, you are not just the man who have scarred me :]
Yeah. I know, I'm a fool but not anymore.
My mistakes made me see what lies ahead.
And what lies ahead should be aware of the stalwart coming...
Yeeaahh... Oh yeah. Brace yourselves... :]
*evil smirk*
